Since his death I have been up till almost 2AM everynight watching the news..and crying myself to sleep.

Today at work when the Memorial Service was being held I couldn't even watch it.So instead I just Listened to Smooth Criminal on my MP3 player while on my lunch break for a whole hour straight.Since it was the only song I had on there of his since I don't have room for more.

A whole hour trying not to burst into tears and have people see me.I held it together all day long.This is all I have to say really...

I've never held back tears as much as I have today.But I will let them out tonight as I cry to sleep.Rest in peace Michael Jackson.You live among the heavens now eternally where there is no war,no diseases, no suffering people, starving children or homeless people and the Man In the Mirror has cured the world.

-ChroNaritaka

PS:If you don't like Michael Jackson don't comment.I don't want to hear about it.Show some respect.